Dear you,

Do you know many times you’ve failed me? Do you know how many times I’ve cried too much and how much I’ve lost for caring too much?

You wouldn’t.

You’re too busy minding your own when I was trying to hide every tear and stifle every sob.

So much for love.

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Liham ni Andres Bonifacio kay Ka Oryang
1897 Mayo 1

Mahal kong Oryang,

Mali ka. Hindi kita nakasalubong upang sa dulo ng kalsada, ako ay liliko sa kanan at ikaw sa kaliwa. Sapagkat saan man tayo dalhin ng ating pakikibaka, ikaw lang ang aking itatangi at makailang ulit na ihaharap sa pulang bandila. Hindi tayo nagpalitan ng mga kwento upang sa pinakahuling tuldok ng pangungusap, ang karugtong ay alingawngaw ng katahimikan. Walang pagod kitang aawitan ng imnong pambayan, Oryang. Hindi kailanman ako mauubusan ng salita upang maialay sa iyo bilang mga tula. Maging ang bulong at buntung-hininga’y magpapahayag ng pagsinta sa tulad mong umiibig din sa bansa. Hindi tayo sabay na tumawa, nagkatinginan, at tumawa pa nang mas malakas, upang sa paghupa ng halakhak ay may butil ng luha na mamimintana sa ating mga mata. Loobin man ng Maykapal na pansamantala tayong magkawalay, tandaan mong ang halakhak at sigaw ng ating mga kasamahan ay sa akin rin. Hindi ka dapat masabik sa akin sapagkat ako’y mananatili sa iyong piling. Hindi kita niyakap nang ilang ulit upang sa pagkalas ng mga braso ko sayo ay maramdaman mong iniiwan kita. Habambuhay akong magiging tapat sa ating panata, Oryang. Kapara ng binitawan kong sumpa sa ngalan ng bayan, tayo’y mananatiling katipun, kawal, at bayani ng ating pagmamahalan. Hindi tayo bumuo ng mga alaala sa umaga, tanghali at gabi upang sa muli mong paggising ay maisip mong hindi tayo nagkasama sa pakikidigma. Hindi ko man hawak ang bukas, nais kong tanganan mo ang aking pangako na ilang ulit kong pipiliing mabuhay at pumanaw upang patunayan sa iyong mali ka. At kung magkataong ako’y paharapin sa ating anak na si Andres, buo ang loob kong haharap sa kanya at sasabihin ko sa kanyang mali ka. Hindi ako bumati sa simula upang sa huli ay magpaalam.

Ikaw ang aking bayan,
Andres

*Ibinigay ni Julio Nakpil ang liham na ito kay Oryang ilang gabi makalipas ang pagpaslang kay Andres sa Maragondon, Cavite.

Labels: kwentong pag-ibig

And once more I'll try to say goodbye
To the feelings that long ago should have already died
To the love I have hidden for quite a long time
To the cherished memories I have kept for so long in my mind
To the words i so long to hear from you
To the quiet hours when I felt terribly blue
To the days I waited for you to be mine
To the love which remained unrequited and blind. -rainbowmoonfire

Labels: kwentong pag-ibig, pain, poetry

She stands at the edge of the Cliff of Chance & Love. But she is too scared to take a leap, since she knows HE is not there to catch her when she falls. 😢

Labels: kwentong pag-ibig, pain, poetry

I walk in an empty corner
Dreaming of you and me together
The face of a thousand angel
Lie beneath in your inner soul
How can I resist the temptation
When you are my addiction
Set my heart on fire
Embracing the raging flame.

Imagination kills reality
I stop to think quickly
The shadow of curiousity
Steal a chance for infinity

I said "you are indeed loved by many"
She said "yes i am,temporary"
Confused to think
I can't hold a drink
Watching her dancing
The world is revolving
Thinking how cruel the world is
For an angel created by masterpiece

As I hold her hand
She was stuck in wonderland
We move to a better place
Where I cannot recognize a face

The sky's sympathize
I cannot empathize
Tears rolling in this beautiful statue
While looking for my point of view

Bus stopped,rushly ran to nowhere
You disappear into thin air
Leaving a letter of forgiveness
I asked for a one final kiss

Years later,a news came
I tried to behave
Finding out you already left
Wishing to be deaf
As I knee down,shattered glass follow
Cursing six feet below

Now I survive in this world
Trying to live the best that I could
Thank you for leaving a mark
The scars of yesterday will remain undone

Labels: kwentong pag-ibig, pain, poetry

KAHIT SAANG ANGLE MO TIGNAN, TALO AKO. AKO LANG YUNG NASAKTAN. AKO LANG YUNG NAGMAHAL.

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