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Monday, August 31, 2015, 10:07 PM 1 comment/s

it hurt when I stumbled across her.
she was like broken glass all along the floor.
but it was beautiful and my curiosity got the best of me.
I remember looking at her and all I could see was pain.
she had this insane look of desperation; you could almost feel it.
and yet her eyes were still hollow; like the life had been sucked out of her.
I wanted to pick up her pieces.
I wanted to put her back together.
and so I tried. I really did.
I got a little cut along the way.
the more I tried to fix her the more fragile I became myself but I didn’t care.
I wanted to see her happy.
every time I made her laugh I thought about how I wanted to make her laugh forever.
she was getting better.
eventually she was put together enough to get up and walk away.
but she didn’t take me with her.
and I’ve been stuck sitting here where I first found her.
wondering if the pieces left on the floor are hers or mine.
I should probably get the fuck up.

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Dear you,

Do you know many times you’ve failed me? Do you know how many times I’ve cried too much and how much I’ve lost for caring too much?

You wouldn’t.

You’re too busy minding your own when I was trying to hide every tear and stifle every sob.

So much for love.

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Wednesday, August 26, 2015, 9:15 PM 0 comment/s

And once more I'll try to say goodbye
To the feelings that long ago should have already died
To the love I have hidden for quite a long time
To the cherished memories I have kept for so long in my mind
To the words i so long to hear from you
To the quiet hours when I felt terribly blue
To the days I waited for you to be mine
To the love which remained unrequited and blind. -rainbowmoonfire

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She stands at the edge of the Cliff of Chance & Love. But she is too scared to take a leap, since she knows HE is not there to catch her when she falls. 😢

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»»» The scars of yesterday will remain undone..
, 9:02 PM 0 comment/s

I walk in an empty corner
Dreaming of you and me together
The face of a thousand angel
Lie beneath in your inner soul
How can I resist the temptation
When you are my addiction
Set my heart on fire
Embracing the raging flame.

Imagination kills reality
I stop to think quickly
The shadow of curiousity
Steal a chance for infinity

I said "you are indeed loved by many"
She said "yes i am,temporary"
Confused to think
I can't hold a drink
Watching her dancing
The world is revolving
Thinking how cruel the world is
For an angel created by masterpiece

As I hold her hand
She was stuck in wonderland
We move to a better place
Where I cannot recognize a face

The sky's sympathize
I cannot empathize
Tears rolling in this beautiful statue
While looking for my point of view

Bus stopped,rushly ran to nowhere
You disappear into thin air
Leaving a letter of forgiveness
I asked for a one final kiss

Years later,a news came
I tried to behave
Finding out you already left
Wishing to be deaf
As I knee down,shattered glass follow
Cursing six feet below

Now I survive in this world
Trying to live the best that I could
Thank you for leaving a mark
The scars of yesterday will remain undone

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Sunday, August 23, 2015, 3:46 PM 0 comment/s

Funny but it's reality that there are people in this world who can't love you in return no matter what you do. But I'm still thankful that I have met you, for I knew that I can love someone so true. Maybe what I did wrong was to make you the center of my universe, my love for you became my everything, you became my sun, that along the way, I exhausted my entirety just to be near you, now I got burnt. You told me i can make you happy, but why do have to choose someone who've caused you pain over me. Do me a favor help me move on, if we happen to chance upon each other please ignore me, treat me like a stranger i'll try to put the broken pieces back. And for your part, please don't regret breaking my heart.

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ALAM MO BA KUNG GAANO KAHIRAP MAGPANGGAP NA OK KA LANG KAHIT HINDI? NA MASAYA KAHIT GUSTO MO NG UMIYAK? NA UMAASA KANG MAGIGING OK ANG LAHAT KAHIT ALAM MONG WALA NA TALAGA?

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KAHIT SAANG ANGLE MO TIGNAN, TALO AKO. AKO LANG YUNG NASAKTAN. AKO LANG YUNG NAGMAHAL.

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MAGTIRA KA NAMAN NG PAGMAMAHAL JAN SA SARILI MO PARA NAMAN KAPAG NASAKTAN KA EH MASAKIT LANG HINDI MASAKIT NA MASAKIT.

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, 1:58 PM 0 comment/s

Can I just kill myself? Srsly, I'm tired of living. I'm tired of the people around me. Wish I was never been born. I shouldn't be here in the first place. I'm better off if I die. I want to disappear. I feel so small. I can't face the world or even look myself in the mirror. I feel very unimportant. Please, somebody save me from this. I might break. God, I know you were always there for me. I know you are the one who made me for my parents. But could you just please take me back? Please? I'm tired. This is not just the first time I want to die. God, Mom, Glenn... sorry for being so weak. I'm not that strong. I have been loving you. I want to die. I'm sorry. I love you.

~Alexa

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