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it hurt when I stumbled across her. she was like broken glass all along the floor. but it was beautiful and my curiosity got the best of me. I remember looking at her and all I could see was pain. she had this insane look of desperation; you could almost feel it. and yet her eyes were still hollow; like the life had been sucked out of her. I wanted to pick up her pieces. I wanted to put her back together. and so I tried. I really did. I got a little cut along the way. the more I tried to fix her the more fragile I became myself but I didn’t care. I wanted to see her happy. every time I made her laugh I thought about how I wanted to make her laugh forever. she was getting better. eventually she was put together enough to get up and walk away. but she didn’t take me with her. and I’ve been stuck sitting here where I first found her. wondering if the pieces left on the floor are hers or mine. I should probably get the fuck up. Dear you, Do you know many times you’ve failed me? Do you know how many times I’ve cried too much and how much I’ve lost for caring too much? You wouldn’t. You’re too busy minding your own when I was trying to hide every tear and stifle every sob. So much for love. Labels: kwentong pag-ibig, pain, poetry And once more I'll try to say goodbye To the feelings that long ago should have already died To the love I have hidden for quite a long time To the cherished memories I have kept for so long in my mind To the words i so long to hear from you To the quiet hours when I felt terribly blue To the days I waited for you to be mine To the love which remained unrequited and blind. -rainbowmoonfire Labels: kwentong pag-ibig, pain, poetry She stands at the edge of the Cliff of Chance & Love. But she is too scared to take a leap, since she knows HE is not there to catch her when she falls. 😢 Labels: kwentong pag-ibig, pain, poetry I walk in an empty corner Dreaming of you and me together The face of a thousand angel Lie beneath in your inner soul How can I resist the temptation When you are my addiction Set my heart on fire Embracing the raging flame. Imagination kills reality I stop to think quickly The shadow of curiousity Steal a chance for infinity I said "you are indeed loved by many" She said "yes i am,temporary" Confused to think I can't hold a drink Watching her dancing The world is revolving Thinking how cruel the world is For an angel created by masterpiece As I hold her hand She was stuck in wonderland We move to a better place Where I cannot recognize a face The sky's sympathize I cannot empathize Tears rolling in this beautiful statue While looking for my point of view Bus stopped,rushly ran to nowhere You disappear into thin air Leaving a letter of forgiveness I asked for a one final kiss Years later,a news came I tried to behave Finding out you already left Wishing to be deaf As I knee down,shattered glass follow Cursing six feet below Now I survive in this world Trying to live the best that I could Thank you for leaving a mark The scars of yesterday will remain undone Labels: kwentong pag-ibig, pain, poetry Funny but it's reality that there are people in this world who can't love you in return no matter what you do. But I'm still thankful that I have met you, for I knew that I can love someone so true. Maybe what I did wrong was to make you the center of my universe, my love for you became my everything, you became my sun, that along the way, I exhausted my entirety just to be near you, now I got burnt. You told me i can make you happy, but why do have to choose someone who've caused you pain over me. Do me a favor help me move on, if we happen to chance upon each other please ignore me, treat me like a stranger i'll try to put the broken pieces back. And for your part, please don't regret breaking my heart. Labels: diary, kwentong pag-ibig, pain, thoughts ALAM MO BA KUNG GAANO KAHIRAP MAGPANGGAP NA OK KA LANG KAHIT HINDI? NA MASAYA KAHIT GUSTO MO NG UMIYAK? NA UMAASA KANG MAGIGING OK ANG LAHAT KAHIT ALAM MONG WALA NA TALAGA? Labels: Athena Dizon, pain, quotes, SDTG, wattpad KAHIT SAANG ANGLE MO TIGNAN, TALO AKO. AKO LANG YUNG NASAKTAN. AKO LANG YUNG NAGMAHAL. Labels: Athena Dizon, kwentong pag-ibig, pain, quotes, SDTG, wattpad MAGTIRA KA NAMAN NG PAGMAMAHAL JAN SA SARILI MO PARA NAMAN KAPAG NASAKTAN KA EH MASAKIT LANG HINDI MASAKIT NA MASAKIT. Labels: kwentong pag-ibig, pain, quotes Can I just kill myself? Srsly, I'm tired of living. I'm tired of the people around me. Wish I was never been born. I shouldn't be here in the first place. I'm better off if I die. I want to disappear. I feel so small. I can't face the world or even look myself in the mirror. I feel very unimportant. Please, somebody save me from this. I might break. God, I know you were always there for me. I know you are the one who made me for my parents. But could you just please take me back? Please? I'm tired. This is not just the first time I want to die. God, Mom, Glenn... sorry for being so weak. I'm not that strong. I have been loving you. I want to die. I'm sorry. I love you. ~Alexa |