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Sunday, August 23, 2015, 3:46 PM 0 comment/s

Funny but it's reality that there are people in this world who can't love you in return no matter what you do. But I'm still thankful that I have met you, for I knew that I can love someone so true. Maybe what I did wrong was to make you the center of my universe, my love for you became my everything, you became my sun, that along the way, I exhausted my entirety just to be near you, now I got burnt. You told me i can make you happy, but why do have to choose someone who've caused you pain over me. Do me a favor help me move on, if we happen to chance upon each other please ignore me, treat me like a stranger i'll try to put the broken pieces back. And for your part, please don't regret breaking my heart.

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»»» Goodbye doesn't mean forever ∞
, 3:40 PM 0 comment/s

*SexyLove and LoveBabe conversations*
Him: Seryoso ka na ba talaga sa pakikipaghiwalay sakin?
Me: U-uh.. O-ooh.
Him: .........................
Me: Nasaktan kasi ako eeh. Nagtampo ka si talaga ako eeh. Alam mong may problema ako pero inuna mo parin yung paglalaro ng dota. Alam mo yung pakiramdam na hindi kita ma approach dahil busy ka sa paglalaro ng dota?
Him: Sorry. Sobrang sising-sisi talaga ako. Kasalanan ko rin naman kung bakit ka nakikipaghiwalay eeh. :'(
Me: Ano ba gusto mo?
Him: Ikaw. Ano ba gusto mo? Hindi naman kita pwedeng pilitin na makipagbalikan sakin kung talagang ayaw mo na </3
Me: Let's be friends or let's be lovers?
Him: Alam mo na naman ang isasagot ko dyan diba?
Me: Kung papipiliin kita. Dota o ako?
Him: ............................
Me: See? Pangalawa parin ako dyan sa larong yan. Hindi mo parin magawang piliin ako pagdating dyan.
Him: LoveBabe alam mo naman na palagi kang una sakin dba? Pampalipas oras ko lang kasi yong dota eeh. Panghabangbuhay ka. Alam mo naman na yan lang libangan ko diba.
Me: Pano kung ayaw ko na maglalaro ka pa ng dota? Alin ang mas kaya mo? Ang mawala ang dota sa buhay mo o ako?
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»»» DEPRESSED.
, 1:58 PM 0 comment/s

Can I just kill myself? Srsly, I'm tired of living. I'm tired of the people around me. Wish I was never been born. I shouldn't be here in the first place. I'm better off if I die. I want to disappear. I feel so small. I can't face the world or even look myself in the mirror. I feel very unimportant. Please, somebody save me from this. I might break. God, I know you were always there for me. I know you are the one who made me for my parents. But could you just please take me back? Please? I'm tired. This is not just the first time I want to die. God, Mom, Glenn... sorry for being so weak. I'm not that strong. I have been loving you. I want to die. I'm sorry. I love you.

~Alexa

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